Time flies
Saturday 5th September 8pm
Good Lord, I can’t believe it’s the 5th of September already. Time just seems to be flying by. Ana and Jonny have been so much more supportive since the dinner party. I mean I still catch them exchanging little looks every now and then but it’s better than it was before. Benji and I are still blissfully happy, it’s almost like we’ve never been apart. It’s odd because growing up, if I ever split up with a boyfriend and was trying to get back with him Jemima always used to say to me “an ex is an ex for a reason Rebecca. You need to look forward. Move on.” And I believed that, almost adopted it as my philosophy on life but now, well now being back with my ex is the best thing ever. We’ve been given a second chance and it’s fabulous. I feel invigorated. In loads of ways too. I’m exercising more (though not as much as Benji who has really thrown himself into his personal training regime), I’m taking more pride in my house (again not as much as Benji who seems to believe that cleanliness really is next to Godliness), and I’m even working more. Ana keeps giving me little extra features to write and I’m getting them back to her so quickly she is giving me more and more. It’s brilliant. Frantic but brilliant. It’s nice to be busy too because that way you only see the good in life. You don’t have time to dwell on the bad things. Like Fergus. And how badly I treated him. And how much I miss his friendship. How much I miss his laugh. God, how much I miss my Tiger. I really was so stupid and I don’t know what I can do to make it better. I don’t know if there is really anything I can do. Just give him time I guess. I wonder if he misses me? I wonder if maybe, just maybe, he’ll make the first move. If we don’t talk soon well, I don’t know what I’ll do. But I know I’ll be sad, really bloody sad. Thank God I’m so busy eh, no time to dwell on things.
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